Storyofmylife
The watchful protector.
Anyway, Story, if it makes you feel better, you're not the only one. I had such a phase too a while ago. Well, not a phase actually, just a dream. A creepy dream of Leon... doing me on a table in public, then I woke up and I was like WTF?? Why do I dream something like this, and why Leon??
See? Yes, you are a traitor, but I can totally understand your confusion.
I wrote a really weird fan fiction about Helena kicking his ass with her baton playing "bad cop" and that's when things got kinky and I liked it.