its a disease as my mom puts it it is a drug that poisions the person mind. some people can drink alchoal and be the same but sadly its not the case for everyone
What are you thinking? (Part 2)
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This is probably where I'm different - I couldn't have just anything with alcohol in but the stuff I would drink I'd drink until I passed out and then carry on until I passed out again. I was a functioning alcoholic, I suppose, in that I could still carry on my daily life and my addiction didn't appear to interfere on the sort of scale you see on TV and in the news. But I'm no less an alcoholic for it and therefore I can never drink again.
I've actually taken to drinking non-alcoholic wine lately - you have to have about 300 litres of the stuff before it even begins to drop some alcohol in your system, but the taste is similar enough to proper wine that I can convince myself I'm having a drink. Having said that, it shows me how I cannot ever go back to drinking for real because even with the fake stuff, the whole bottle is gone within ten/fifteen minutes.
Worst times for me are Christmas, parties (any occasion) and when it's a nice warm summer's evening and the time is just perfect for a quiet glass of something in the back yard with friends. Oh, and naturally times when I'm uber-stressed out are when I struggle to not just buy 2 litres of Spanish antifreeze or whatever's cheapest at the off-licence and drink the lot.
6 years on and the desire to drink has never gone - I'm just choosing not to give into it. I wish it were easier for some people; addiction is horrible and it ruins more lives than the addict realises.
CT: Is it normal I just pictured myself getting barbie dolls that look like my assh*le friends and lighting them on fire? Then... laughing hysterically about it? I don't think it is, but god it's such a funny visual.
nothing like skeletor to make a moment perfect
I love the fair but man am I glad it's over. (Now if I could just get rid of the drunk who's talking so much I can't go to sleep...)
i have learned overtime that listening to music helps me try to sleep when im in a situation
CT im going to the state fair on saturday
time to eat some good food
thanks i hope so tooHave fun and be safe!
best part is the food
its so delicious
I ate too many sweets last night. I hadn't had anything since breakfast and then when we got there the first thing I had was a funnel cake, we walked around a bit, and then I found some fried oreos. lol (And I ended up throwing an ice-cream cone into the mix before the night was through.
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Guess who just made a thousand bucks at the casinooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11!1111w3121!!!!!!
Congratz Femme! That's awesome.
Unrelated: Sometimes I really get tired of hearing you speak.
Unrelated: Sometimes I really get tired of hearing you speak.
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I am so going to catch up with the hours of sleep I've lost so fa- oh, would you look at this.
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Nevermind. I felt like finishing that novel anyway.
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Nevermind. I felt like finishing that novel anyway.
CT: Oh I'm sorry mr uber-troll. Did you think you just "owned" me? On my own forum? Honey, the list of black marks against your name is so long you could use it as rope to hang yourself with. Please, be my guest.
