I got myself into this nasty situation. I can get myself out.
Alot of people at work are talking bad things about me. Can't see how this will make me look good infront of the new girls at work, so great! I guess I have my housemates to thank for that. Who often say go on put yourself out for once "yeah... after you've said all those things about me? and destroyed my nice guy reputation" ..tsk.. I cant stand for your lies any longer, I've trusted your word for to long. After what happend to me today.. I got told "maybe a demon has left your body" Who know's !! Imo that sounds very bad.
Look's as if my life got changed for the best. No more nasty sobrietys of life.. All that's got to stop. I'm still not going to tidy up after my housemates, at the end of the day it doesnt matter how many people he tells I'm not going to clean his mess after he disrepects me and trys to hustle my money so he can buy more substance. I've had enough of his craftyness, And Ive had enough of taking my anger out on nice people, insted I should take it out on him after all he is who Im angry at, but being negative will only make things worse... So I'm just leaving this hell hole behind for good, If they dont let me leave I just wont be around and when the contracts over at this house Im out. I've had enough of being the nice guy who finnished last place in every race, It's your turn to realise your a lost soul on the road to no-where. I hope it eats at you and you cant sleep because you dream about it, you are so lost in the world of drugs, you dont even do the worst ones in the correct way! which is so disturbing. I hate you.
Wow.
>.> Think I need to shake all this negativity off my body and wash it over me.
