I really suffer with him...[ I HATE HIM ]

[Mr.Tony]

Alright, im gonna talk out of honesty but i would like to hear suggestions and what to do...anyway.
Yesterday, I had a holiday of 3 days...
Friday,Saturday,Sunday....
I was planing on playing MGS4 so i bought the Disk 5 months a new one and clean one, which i take care of and love so much because i have a deeper love with Solid Snake personality and mine...I train Full Contact jist like Snake do with CQB...
Anyway...I decide to end the game in this 3 days but i tried...the thing is im suffering with a sick mentaly unsteable brother (19 years old) who i personaly start to hate with Zero love, he brook that brother hood....I'm a talkative persone and i like to Joke and solve problems but him no...
He ruined my day...i wanted to play the game and end it...even though i earned the PS3 from my cousin and it was i who did it...so i can play games but him...he uses it....to play Demon Souls and when i use the network at home that dad pays...i mean reading topics and all...he screams at me or even shut down the network..so that he can play Onlone TLOU or Demon Souls...like if it was him who pays it....when i go to dad...He doesn't wanna yell at him or solve the problem he just puts his fingers on his ears and yell at me instead...which im tired off honestly...
today, i went to talk to him about spliting the day into two 12 PM and 12 AM..but he didn't wanna solve it...he didn't want any solution....he indeed start yelling LEAVE ME ALONE...LEAVE ME...GET OUT...He took my bag and throw it away out side...when i went to get it, he locked the door of the house at me...my dad was sleeping i side his room...luckly i found the keys at my bag so i went in...
He start screaming again GET THE **** OUT...screaming at his best till voice changed...with spits on his mouth....I said NO i don't take orders from you...he pushed me...i pushed him away...DON'T TOUCH ME!
we start fighting...he grabbed my neck and start stopping me from breaghing i bited him on his arms with all the force i could...he went back and grabed a big large knife (machette) and an Axe and went at me, in front me whay now?! Huh ?! Show what you can do?! I stopped i didn't want to move...he went back to Demon Souls...and putted the knifes on the table and START TODAY I'LL KILL YOU...TODAY I'LL SEND YOU TO GOD...I said why the **** are you this way he said **** OFF!!and he throw something...at me...when i checked it it was MGS4 DISK all broken.....I really was shocked...he grabbed the Machette and the Axe...and said okay come i swear that today you won't see the day...i'll kill you...I went upstairs...i didn't wanna make the situation worst....
so i left home...even thought that Disk was so so important to me....
I HONESTLY HATE MY BROTHER, WE DON'T FEEL OR THREAT EACH OTHER LIKE BROTHERS, HE KILLED THAT BROTHERHOOD...WE ARE LIKE TWO ENEMIES LIVING IN ONE HOUSE...i imagined the worst scenario that could happen...him killing me...of cpurse dad will have a heartattack afterwords, he will be sent to prison and he is suicidal...

Please im asking you for explainatiob of what happened..i know this is a gaming forums and all but i only can communicate with you here...
I don't understand...is he sick or something psychologicaly speaking if you could put down a reasearch....
he don't have friends and he is uncontrollable he smashed anything which important when he is angry...he just doesn't care...please help...
Im sick of his behavor...the thing is i don't know if this is the couse of the loss of our mom when he was a kid 13 years old or what....im really really sock pf this...it was hard for me to find MGS4 Clean dosk and he break when he smashed it....why do i have such ****y brother why ??? I don't love him honestly he is useless and only hurt please help me....

 

[Venomous Oddball]

To me, it definitely sounds like he needs professional help.

 

[Mr.Tony]

Indeed it sounds like that...
I feel angry when i lost the disk of MGS4...

 

[bSTAR_182]

Sounds like you and your brother need to help out your dad more...

Edit:
Really though, maybe it would be a good thing if you guys were able to seek family counseling. If that is financially not an option then you need to step up and be an adult here. Your mom's death is probably affecting all of you and you don't realize this... I'm sorry for your loss, losing your mom must be the hardest thing to deal with, especially when you are still young. But something needs to change and maybe that something is YOU.

I could only imagine how your dad is feeling as he supports you and your brother, while the two of you fight over who gets to play video games for most of the day. Stop being selfish and childish and be the better example by getting a job and helping out around the house. Eventually you'll have enough money saved up that you can buy your own game system and even MGS4. Thankfully your damn videogames are replaceable, but life is not... You'll find some down time for games here and there but if you are so desperately looking for change in your life then get off your PlayStation and make it happen.

 

[Mr.Tony]

You're right bSTAR_182 , Yesterday i was about to get stabbed by him when he was holding a large knife infront of me...and telling me to show my skills and raise my hands if i can now....I honestly didn't want to complicate the situation more than it already is....
If i fought with him yesterday, i'll sure be dead by now....And him imprisoned my dad will lose concious and probably dead because he's diabetic...
well, i will probebly complicate our life....
But honestly i used my brain...and didn't want to provoke especialy when Crashed my favourite clean MGS4 Disk infront of me and when he was holding two dangerous Knifes and threaten to stab me with them....and he was all red and uncontrolable....when he said i don't controle my self anymore i'll smash the Joystick and the PS3 right away...And by my knowledge to him, i can assure that he would do that.
I don't really know what to do....why is he that way ???
I don't understand his behavor...
Why smashing things that are important in my life...I swear to you guys no matter i was angry i never ever smashed a thing that has a very portant value...ever...than why him ??? Why doing such thing ???
I feel sad, and i hate the day when he was my brother...i don't stand him....
He has no friend no nobody...we both are collegue students in the final year of the bachelor degree and we don't get a long at all...
There is no way im gonna keep a brotherhood with him...he NEVER helps...
He never showed me and love, he always tries to screw me up when ever we make a deal....
I have met friends that are thousands of times better than him, and that are so so helpful...i wish they were my him....but...
Sorry could you please tell me what to do ? And how can i get my MGS4 refunded...Im planing to Rob his locker and go buy the MGS4 New Disk that i lost...that way i'll take Justice back....

 

[STEM_inhabitant]

Don't think I could put it into words any better than bSTAR just did, but seriously, stop contemplating why he's different and unfair to you. He's dealing with a lot of problems, clearly, and it would be logical for you to sort things out by taking a stand.
MGS isn't part of the bigger picture here, neither is your PlayStation. Your brother needs help.
Hope everything turns out well for you.

 

[La Femme Fatale]

If you're an adult, and you're living in your parent's home, and they're not asking anything of you - then it is the absolute least you can do to respect your father and avoid conflict in his home. HE paid for that home - you did not. Find a way to make peace with your brother or to at least be civil when you are together. Your father no longer owes you the roof over your head or the food in the pantry... so now it's your turn to do what you can to help your dad. Show some gratitude and appreciation for what he's done for you and for what he continues to do for you.